Last updated: 4 April 2009
Thursday, 26 March Our 39th date. 4 days since my last Climax.
Michael writes:
Today
I had a preplanned medical procedure which included being anaesthetized. This
meant that I could not go home alone, and needed to be collected
afterwards.
Ada was kind enough to offer to do this.
While
I had been getting my treatment Ada had visited the doctor. She had
been diagnosed with a viral ear infection, and had been given some
anti-nausea tablets.
We arrived back at my place about 2pm, and Ada immediately wanted to go to bed for a cuddle.
All
that I had eaten and drunk so far today had been one small cup of
coffee and two small biscuits. I was craving for a real coffee. I asked
Ada if I could have this first, and she agreed.
After making and drinking my coffee we went to bed for our cuddle.
Ada got into bed fully clothed, but I took off all my clothes.
Ada had expected me to be `sick´ after my treatment, and so she was surprised that even
though I was still feeling some of the effects of my treatment I was
also feeling desire for my Princess. Cuddling her I was very
quickly aroused and erect.
I had been expecting that Ada would
be feeling fine this afternoon. But she was feeling tired from her
virus, and just wanted a cuddle.
Fortunately Ada was very happy for our cuddle to be a Devotional Cuddle.
This was a very long Devotional Cuddle. During it I asked if she wanted a Pleasure Kiss, and said that it would be lovely to have some gentle Joy. But Ada said "not now".
My
suggesting further activities, plus her holding my erection, certainly
made clear my desires. But I knew I was not pressuring her in any way
because I knew Ada is relaxed and comfortable cuddling her aroused
Knight without going any further than she wishes.
Our previous cuddle in bed together had been the non-erotic cuddle last Sunday evening. I think that even though
she did not want to go further just now, she was enjoying things being back to
normal. My desire for her, and my erect Desire, had her feeling that I
wanted to be there cuddling her.
After a bit more cuddling Ada
wanted to sleep for a while. As she was officially sick (she had a
medical certificate to prove it) I could not argue that rest was good.
So I left her in the bedroom.
She had never said Reveal, and she was not feeling sexy, so I thought it appropriate to put my clothes back on.
A bit later Ada came back into the living room. She was not feeling well, and she had left her anti-nausea pills at home.
She had me sit on the couch, and she sat on me to cuddle me.
As she needed her pills, and was not feeling the best, we ended our afternoon together and she got up to go home.
I
gave her a final hug standing up in the living room. She reached down
to give my Desire a touch over my trousers. I felt strong desire for
her again, and asked her to put her hand inside my trousers. She did so, and once
again her hand was holding my Desire. For a minute we hugged as held
my erection.
As I walked her out to her car she mentioned that
she had liked what I had written in my last Blog entry. I asked her
which bit, and she said the bit about her thinking about the future
erotic energy of her Knight the next time she feels tempted to make me
cum in the morning or the afternoon.
I was very pleased that she
had said this because not only did it give me her stamp of approval for
what I had written in my last Blog entry, it also showed me that she likes
having me be her always easily aroused Knight.
In `normal´ sex an erection is
sometimes thought of as symbolizing male power. In Devotional Sex an
erection symbolizes male desire for his Princess. This is why calling a penis his Desire is very apt within Devotional Sex.
If
my erection felt to her as a demand for sexual activity, or an
expectation from me that she had to suck-me-off or otherwise relieve me
of my horniness, then I am sure that things would feel very different.
Devotional Sex only works because a Princess always feels free to say "no", "that's enough", or even just do nothing.
Fortunately there is also enough sexual activity to keep a Knight always happy to be a Knight.
With
Ada now going home much earlier than expected because she was not
feeling well, I knew that I would now have to wait a few more days
before our next adventure.
Saturday, 28 March Our 40th date. 6 days since my last Climax.
Ada was going to come over on Friday night, but her car was being serviced, and we had to wait until today to get together.
It was a lovely day and so we decided to visit a bay-side beach where I had often gone as a child.
At
one stage during our excursion we were walking around some cliffs and
rocks. Ada wanted a kiss, and when I gave this to her she reached down
and started to fondle my Desire over my
trousers. She definitely wanted to get me aroused, and maybe to do
more. But with some boats going past she thought it best to stop
touching me. So her fondling ended before I could get hard, and we did
not do any more.
My erotic energy was a bit strange today. It
had been six days since my last Climax, and all day my balls had the
feeling of being slightly full. But during much of the day this did not
translate into me feeling particularly desirous of sexual activity.
I
only watch one sport on TV, and today was the first event of the year.
So we arrived back home in the late afternoon so that I could check
that the beginning of the event was being recorded. It was recording OK.
As soon as we got home Ada had me Reveal. Today I would have to be naked while I watched my sport.
After
catching up on some of what had happened while we were out, I paused
the TV so that Ada and I could go to the bedroom for a cuddle.
Ada only partly undressed as she got into bed. I was still naked.
In bed we enjoyed a nice Devotional Cuddle.
I was very much hoping that this would lead to some further activities.
After a while I asked Ada if she would like some gentle Joy or a Pleasure Kiss. Unfortunately she said she didn't feel like either.
A bit later Ada let go of my erection, and we just cuddled.
Without the stimulation from her hand, and knowing that this cuddle would go no further, I gradually became soft.
Soon it was clear that Ada wanted a little snooze. So I got up and left her in bed.
As the Affirmation still applied, I remained naked. Having to sit naked in the living room while I watched the TV did feel a bit strange.
When Ada came back into the living room she joined me in watching the TV.
As
we had had lunch in the middle of the afternoon all we ate that evening
was a desert which I heated up in the oven. As it has been many days
since I was last cooking while naked it once again felt a bit strange.
Today
my Affirmation lasted seven hours, which is the longest we had done
this for a while. As shown by my comments above, my nudity was
something that I kept being aware of, and this awareness always had me
feeling under my Princess's power. It is nice to have this background Devotional dynamic be a part of my life.
When
we went to bed for the night my erotic energy was still feeling a bit
strange. Maybe also because of getting so much sun, when I first got
into bed I was not feeling all that sexy.
Ada loves to be
cuddled with her facing away from me, and me cuddling her from behind.
As we cuddled in this position Ada reached behind her and started to
play with my soft Desire.
It was fun feeling it grow in her hand.
I
was surprised to find that my arousal now increased to a very high
level. I was incredibly hard and throbbing. I really wanted sexual
activity, and I really wanted to cum.
Ada just continued with the Devotional Cuddle. Again I asked if she would like some Joy or a Pleasure Kiss, and again she said "no". This felt very frustrating to me because I was so highly aroused.
After
a while Ada let go of my erection, and I was just lying behind her. I
was feeing very squirmy and was actively moving my hips and body so
that my erection was rubbing against her.
My rubbing against Ada
was fairly intense as I was so desperate for stimulation. I thought
that this might be too much for her, and asked if I could play with
myself.
Michael comments:
I
don't think Ada has ever told me that I must ask for permission to play
with myself when I am with her. But as playing with myself when with
her changes the feel of what we are doing together so much, I feel that
as her Knight it is best to always ask for permission.
Ada surprised me by saying "No, I want you to keep cuddling me".
Even
though Ada was not wanting to progress to any sexual activities, she
was enjoying my strong desire for her. It was powerful to know that Ada
was not just putting up with my energetic and desperate cuddling, she
was enjoying it.
Tonight my erotic energy and arousal had exploded, and I really wanted to cum.
I told Ada how much I wanted to cum, and she just replied "but you won't".
As
readers of this Blog would know, Ada goes to sleep easily, and even
though I had so much energy as I cuddled her from behind I soon
started to hear her breathing change to being either asleep or very
close to it.
I rolled over and touched myself. I really was throbbing with desire.
A
thought about playing with myself for a while, but realized that this
would just keep my intense desire to cum going for longer. So I let go
of my erection, rolled over, and just tried to think about other
things.
Eventually the very high energy erection become just
an ordinary erection, and then a bit later I had relaxed enough to
become soft.
Michael comments:
Fortunately it is fairly rare for me to feel this out-of-control arousal and such a strong desire to cum.
When a Knight feels like this and his Princess does not allow him to cum it can be a powerful moment of truth for the Devotional Dynamic.
Tonight Ada exerted strong Princes Power over me without any effort because she just relaxed and went to sleep.
Given
the way I was feeling it would have been great if Ada had been awake
enough to really appreciate and enjoy what I was going through. Maybe
that is for another day.
Sunday, 29 March Our 40th date continued. 7 days since my last Climax.
As soon as I slightly woke up I moved to cuddle Ada from behind.
A bit later she said "Be Cuddled". I rolled over as instructed, and she cuddled me from behind.
I always feel slightly under her control when she cuddles me this way.
Ada moved her hand down and touched my Desire. As I was still half asleep my Desire was soft.
Even so, her touch was electric.
She
did not continue to touch me, but left her hand nearby. Every
once-in-a-while she would move her hand to give my Desire another
touch. As she did so my Desire grew.
Eventually our cuddle become a full Devotional Cuddle.
Some of my intense arousal from last night returned. I very much wanted more to happen.
Ada said "Unwrap". I moved down, kissed the top of her panties, and took them off. This was a good sign!
Michael comments:
I would certainly prefer Ada to be naked when she sleeps with me.
But Ada is used to wearing some clothing while sleeping, and she chooses to continue with this.
I
guess the most important thing is that she feels comfortable when with
me, so her wearing clothing in bed is just something that I have to
accept.
Ada then had me give her a Ritual Cuddle.
The mornings are colder now, so I put my head under the covers and enjoyed being so close to her Pleasure in the warmth and the darkness. I kissed the top of her legs to show my eagerness.
After only a minute or two she parted her legs, and I moved between them.
I was still under the covers, and it felt different to start to give her a Pleasure Kiss in the dark.
I love giving her a Pleasure Kiss, and I love it that she can have this pleasure whenever she wishes. Our morning Ritual was making us both very happy.
The seven hours of Affirmation
yesterday evening had had me always remembering that I was hers. Giving
Ada this Pleasure Kiss felt like the reward for all that Affirmation in
that I could now feel hers in such an active way.
It started
to get far too hot under the covers, and I moved the doona aside to get
some fresh air. As I did so it was lovely to have a look at her wet and
wanting Pleasure. After this brief feast for the eyes I returned to the
feast for my mouth.
Ada reached orgasm, and I moved back up to cuddle her.
As
always she reached for my erection. She enjoyed a post-orgasm collapse
while I felt incredible arousal from what we had just done.
Once again I felt that I wanted to cum. This was not nearly as bad as last night, but I still wanted to cum more than usual.
I told Ada this, and she surprised me by saying "on your back". She continued to play with me.
Perhaps
I should have warned her that if I came now I would be conked for the
rest of the day. But instead I said "do you really want me to cum?".
She replied "yes", and moments later I had a huge ejaculation.
Just
a minute or two after I came Ada said "I think I have made a mistake.
It would have been fun to have you energized at my house. My flatmate
is away so I could have had you Revealed there."
We
had planned to go to Ada's house this morning so that she could cook me
a big breakfast in her own kitchen. Now that I had cum and my
erotic energy had gone our activities at her place would not be nearly
as exciting.
We got up and had a morning coffee. As I had just cum I was allowed to get dressed.
We then went shopping to buy some ingredients for breakfast, and then went to Ada's flat.
She made a big breakfast, and we enjoyed eating it together.
Ada then went and had a shower.
When she got out she asked me to come into her bedroom. She said she wanted to see her Knight Revealed in her bedroom, and I obeyed.
She told me to lie on the bed.
As
she did her after show routine I started to feel some erotic energy.
Thinking that she would prefer to have an aroused Knight on her bed, I
started to play with myself. Soon I was fully hard.
For about
five minutes I played with myself while she fixed her hair and put some
lotions on. I think she very much liked the picture of me on her bed as
she prepared herself.
This erection felt very different to the
one last night and this morning. This was a calm erection. It was very
hard, but rather than bursting to cum it was happy just to be hard.
Once she was finished Ada sat on the bed beside me.
She was surprised that I was hard again. She lent down and gave the shaft of my Desire a kiss.
For
a moment I thought that I might be about to receive some oral sex, but
this kiss was just an affectionate tease. Ada then lay down beside me and we
enjoyed a Devotional Cuddle. Her holding
my erection with our Devotional Cuddle had me feeling that my erotic
energy and arousal was not being ignored, but for a moment I did feel that I was missing out on receiving a greater pleasure.
Having
given Ada a Pleasure Kiss just a few hours ago I very much felt the
activity imbalance which is now a normal part of our relationship. As I
have written earlier in this Blog,
even though I love to receive oral sex, I am prepared to miss out
because the strong Devotional dynamic within this relationship has me
feeling that I am hers.
The
little kiss on my Desire had
suddenly raised my hopes that perhaps I was in for a treat. Ada not
doing anything had very much shown that she was in charge. The strong
feelings of her power over me now changed my thinking so that I was
no-longer thinking about missing out on a Desire Kiss, but wanting to be hers and wanting to give her a Pleasure KIss.
During our
Devotional Cuddle Ada said how much she loves playing with me.
It was
great to hear this because with my constant arousal when we are in bed
together I sometimes fear that my desire for a Devotional Cuddle might
feel a bit to demanding.
As our Devotional Cuddle did not seem to
be going anywhere I once again asked Ada if she would like some Joy or
a Pleasure Kiss (it seems ages since our last Joy).
Unfortunately she replied that she felt she had had
enough for now after her big orgasm this morning.
After a while we got up and we went out shopping.
After
shopping we went back to my place. The final day of my sporting event
had started while we were out, and I started to catch up with what I
had recorded.
Ada did not ask me to Reveal, and for a while we both watched the TV.
Once she had seen enough she went home, ending our weekend together.
