Chapter 11 - Sarah

I look at my phone to see who’s just sent me a text message, it’s Kali, 'I need to talk to you. Can we meet please?'

I’d love to talk but have so much work to do, lunch is going to be a cup of coffee if I’m really lucky. I send a message back, 'Sorry can’t do lunch today, want a drink after work?'

My phone vibrates almost immediately, 'Yeah, sure. Meet you in the foyer'.

Great, sorted that out, now back to work.

Five minutes later I grab my phone again, I need to let Will know I’ll be late home. 'Sorry, going to be late home. Can you cook tonight or shall I pick up take out?'

Ten minutes later and I get a welcome distraction in Will’s reply, 'No problem. Take out gets my vote. Love you. Getting hard just texting you!  :) '

I love my husband. I sit and think about our life together for a moment and then remember the pile of work awaiting my attention. I set to work with renewed vigor picturing my naked, aroused knight.

At the end of the afternoon I am shattered. It’s been a long, long day, but productive. Despite the huge pile of work to do, I have succeeded in completing most of it I’ve earned this drink, maybe even a couple of drinks!

Stepping out of the elevator I see Kali waiting for me, reading one of the magazines left for visitors.

‘Hi.’ She says as I approach her.

‘Shall we go across to the bar opposite? I ask.  It’s a nice place for a drink and it would be quiet at this time of the evening on a weekday. Kali nods in agreement.

‘Can I get you a glass of wine?’ Kali asks when we enter the bar.

‘Sure. I’ll get us a table.’

Kali puts our drinks down on the table. As I look at her I can see apprehension all over her face.

‘What’s up?’ I ask.

‘I... I don’t know if I can ask... or should ask. It feels too personal.’ Her eyes move to look at her drink, ‘I’m sorry. Forget it.’

‘Can I make a guess about what’s on your mind?’

‘I... I...’ Kali stammers.

‘For the last few weeks you have been thinking about my relationship with Will versus your relationship with Adam. How ours is so much better than yours. Am I right?’

‘Yes.’ Kali’s face goes red.

‘You’d like to know more. Yes?’

‘I would but you said it was private. I’m sorry I shouldn’t have asked. Let’s just have our drink and go.’ Kali says, but I can tell she wants to know more.

‘Well, that’s all OK now because Will and I had a chat. He’s OK with me telling you. We do a thing called Devotional Sex. It has transformed our lives.’

‘Devotional Sex? What’s that?’

‘We are each devoted to the other and look out for what the other wants and needs.’ I begin to reveal the secrets. ‘Our sensual and sexual lives are all under my control, or perhaps direction is a better word. That was the suggestion Will made 6 years ago. He offered me control and after some convincing I agreed to his suggestion.’

‘So you make all the decisions?’

‘Only about our love life. Household decisions, things about money and the kids are all made jointly, we share all those. Though I will say we are much better at making those decisions jointly now than we used to be. We talk so, so much more.’

‘So what does it mean that you make those decisions?’ Kali asks sitting forward, interested.

‘It means I can start any sexual or sensuality activity, and I can stop any activity whenever I have had enough.’

‘Will just has to wait for you to start something? Adam, actually I’d bet most men, wouldn’t go for that. What kind of man are you married to?’ Kali sits back, looking deflated. She takes a drink of her wine.

‘Yeah, put it like that and no, most men would not be interested including Will. We went from having sex about once a week to having sex most days. Put it like that and most men would be very interested don’t you think?’ I alter the perception of her view and it works as she becomes interested in what I am saying once again.

‘I love Adam very much, but I couldn’t cope with sex almost every day. That’s way too much. You just lie there and he pounds away. Why do you do that?’

‘I can assure you that there is no just pounding away. Will is gentle, considerate, caring and makes sure I have a very good love life. Which is only fair as I make sure he has a very good love life as well.’

‘I get to decide what sexual activities happen,’ I continue, ‘so if I want intercourse we have intercourse, if I want to receive oral sex, if I want to give him oral sex, if I want a massage or play with him, or if I just fancy a cuddle. Whatever I decide he is very happy to go along with my desires.’

‘I don’t understand why he just goes along with what you want? And you said that you can stop sex whenever you want? Don't you have to let him cum before you finish?'

‘Well there’s one bit I haven’t said. A major difference is that Will only ever ejaculates when he’s with me and then only when I tell him to.’

‘He needs your permission to cum?’ Kali’s face registers disbelief. ‘Adam won’t live with that!’

‘I have a huge advantage over you there, Will came to me and he had to convince me. A man being convinced by his partner is a harder route. But there are big advantages to him. Will is so often aroused, so eager, so energetic and he loves it. I make sure he never goes too long between ejaculations and we have lots of activity in between.’

‘Will lets you limit when he cums? He is OK with that?’ Kali asks.

‘He is very much OK with it. In fact we discussed it only the other week.’

‘He’s got to be into some weird kink.’

‘No, everything we get up to is perfectly normal, the only difference is Will ejaculates less often than other men and he doesn’t relieve himself.’

‘I find it impossible to believe that any man would agree to that.’

I take another sip of wine to pause. I have a thought. What if Kali hears all this straight from Will, gets his perspective on things, not just mine? I should check with him before I say anything to Kali. She looks at me waiting for my response. I take another sip of wine to allow more time to consider.

I should check first, but then when I had asked about telling Kali of our Devotional Sex life he was more than OK with it, in fact it turned him on. His Desire grew with the idea of telling another woman, what more of a turn on than to tell her himself all about it. I will make the suggestion and if Will really, really hates the idea then I’ll kill it and tell Kali it isn’t going to happen. Nothing that can’t be undone.

‘Why don’t you ask Will yourself?’

‘He’d be OK talking to me?’ Kali asks.

‘I haven’t specifically asked him, but I am very confident he would be happy to.’ I admit the truth of the situation which if he’s not prepared to then it’ll be easier to cancel.

‘Why don’t you come for dinner on Thursday?’ That gives us two days to arrange things, for Will to accept the idea, or not, and for Kali to arrange things with Adam and not too far ahead that Kali will have time to find excuses.

‘I’m not sure.’

‘It’s up to you, but I feel if you heard it from Will as well as from me you would be in a much better place to judge if this could work for you and Adam.’

‘OK then, I’ll come for dinner.’

That was remarkably easy. We finish our drinks and head off our separate ways. Kali goes to the bus stop for her usual journey home while I decide that, having had more than a glass of wine I’d better get a taxi home. The ride will give me time to think through a couple of things. I walk the block to the taxi rank.

I give the driver the name of our Chinese takeout place and then our address for afterwards. As the car pulls away I text Will, 'Hi, on my way home via the Chinese. See you soon. xxx.' I then call the take out and place an order to collect. I start to consider what I should cook for Thursday, I’ll cook which will leave Will and Kali more time to talk.

Thinking of that, Will should be eager to talk. I think back to the day he last ejaculated, Saturday before last, so he has now lasted for 10 days. He knows that I'm likely to have him release in the next couple of days, but I’m sure he’ll wait until Friday or rather at least until Friday. He’s gone longer than 14 days before, but to make things really spicy we’ll have plenty of activity over the next forty-eight hours.

I send him another text, 'Had a very interesting conversation this evening. I have a proposition to put to you that I think you’ll adore. ;) '