Chapter 15 - Will

I am working in the office when Sarah looks in. ‘Come to bed in 10 minutes Will.’

‘Of course princess.’ I glance at my watch to check the time. She goes upstairs to get ready for bed.

I finish off what I am doing and shut the computer down. I look at my watch again, it’s 8 minutes after Sarah invited me to bed, just about enough time to go to the bathroom before going to the bedroom.

As I enter our room I see that the bedside light is on and my beautiful wife is lying on the bed. I was a little aroused as I walked up the stairs as being invited to bed at a specific time means my princess has some plans and her plans always get me aroused. My erection grows further when I see her lying on the bed naked. She smiles at me as I enter.

‘Back’ she says. This is her shorthand for asking me to lie on my back. So, as it's bedtime, she wants me naked, and she doesn't want me to just start to cuddle her as usual, but to lie on my back besides her.

Tonight is looking like some fun is on her agenda!  So I undress much quicker than usual and lie down next to her.

Nothing happens.

I wait to see what will happen. She lies on her side looking at me but still does nothing.

What feels to me like an eternity passes.

Supporting her head on her left hand she smiles at me. I smile back.

Her right hand starts to stroke my face. This continues for several minutes without any talking.

‘Is this nice?’ she says breaking the long silence.

‘Very, thank you,’ I answer.

Her hand continues stroking my face, running across my lips, over my eyes.

Her hand roams a little further on to my neck. I love her touch. The silent touching carries on. She strokes my chest.

‘You know,’ she begins, ‘I’ve been talking to Kali lots recently.’

‘I know. I've not forgotten our dinner with her.’

‘Yes, you were very good that night. I want to say again how much I appreciated your honesty and openness when she asked you questions.’

As she speaks her hand moves further down my body and finds my erection. She runs her hand up and down the length. My desire twitches in response to her touch.

She is silent for a minute while her hand continues its gentle caressing.

‘All this talking about sex makes me want to consider our sex life again.’

I am horrified. I love our sex life, it works beautifully. Why, oh why would she want to change things, go back to how they were? I thought she loved this sex life we share. I don’t understand.

‘Don’t you enjoy it?’ I ask, the panic evident in my voice. I’m sure she can feel it in my desire too.

‘Don’t panic.’ she smiles. ‘I adore our sex life. What I am thinking about is whether there is something we could do which would enhance it even further. What do you think?’

This is unexpected.

Silence descends again broken only by the noise of our breathing, my breathing louder as her hand strokes my desire and balls.

My brain splits its time between what she has said and what she is doing. I try to ponder what might enhance our sex life.
 
 
‘Would you like me to dramatically increase the time between your ejaculations? Currently you cum about once a week, we could change that to once every, day ten days, or even more if you like. I enjoy you being charged up and you enjoy being charged up.’

‘Um, I don’t think so, a fraction longer maybe, but not a lot longer. I would struggle to control things if I was always highly charged up.’

This might be a nice fantasy, but not a reality, not for me. There are times when I last significantly longer than a week, but also some times when it is less than a week. To average out to over ten days I would have to last up to a fortnight some of the time and I am not sure I want to go there.

I think about what other things might be good to add to our sex life. There are so many different avenues we could explore!

Sarah pumps her hand up and down my desire commanding all my attention. I moan. She lets go of my desire and moves her attention to my balls.

‘I want you suggest two things you would like to add to our sex life. They might be a fantasy you have, an activity we could easily do, or something more challenging. I am going to carry on gently playing for the next five minutes while you think.’
 
 
I start to explore things I could suggest. I want to suggest things I’d enjoy but also things Sarah will enjoy. No point in giving her something she’s never going to go with.

One thing we could easily do is affirmation, which is when a princess has her knight be naked around the house (and perhaps elsewhere!) while she remains dressed.

I enjoy nudity and it allows her access to my desire. I think that would be one to suggest, something I would enjoy and Sarah might find it fun as well.

I try think of other ideas, though not so easy when a beautiful woman is playing with your erection and balls. Her playing draws my attention to the lower part of my body.

Another suggestion could be pegging - being penetrated by my wife with a strap-on .

I’m not sure this at the top of my list of things to try, but maybe. I would feel very much her knight, a different kind of intimate embrace. Not sure if Sarah would go for it and I doubt she would suggest it, but if I did ...

I can’t believe that I am being pleasured so much and my brain is still functioning.

OK, think, what other things?

Oh god, talking to Kali. This situation is happening because Sarah has been talking to Kali. What if it isn't just talking she has in mind for the future? What if she wanted me to do more than just talk in front of Kali, or another woman, or a couple? Maybe she would ask me to reveal, to be naked in front of them!

Maybe she would want me to do more - like give her a pleasure kiss in front of others?

She could even allow someone else to touch me or have me do some sexual things to them.

My erection throbs almost painfully at the thought of including others in some activity. Would I be able to remain her Knight? Is this something I could do if she wished?

This is all a very arousing fantasy. But would it be plausible to make this fantasy real?
 
 
‘Be still’ I suddenly hear Sarah say.

It takes me a moment to work out why I am being told to stop moving. I realize that the idea of involving someone else has me so aroused I am instinctively thrusting against her hand.

She plants a fourth idea into my head, is that deliberate or not? Is she trying to lead me in a certain direction? Does she want me to suggest bondage? For me I assume.

Now here’s an interesting idea. To be tied to the bed, or to something else. Unable to move,  completely at her mercy. She could do whatever she wanted to me.

But would straps and ropes make much difference? I'm now lying here without moving just because she doesn't want me to move. I'm already completely at her mercy.

Bondage could be something to explore though as we both might like me physically restrained as well as mentally. But she probably enjoys my mental bondage more than physical.  So this might be a waste of one of my suggestions.
 
 
Sarah’s hand once again starts to pump my desire faster.

‘Time’s up,’ she says as her hand stops moving. ‘I’m just going to hold you while you give me your two suggestions.’

So I begin ...

‘Well my first suggestion would be for us to have more affirmation time. The kids have left home and we have the house to ourselves, so there is no-one to offend. You can now have me be naked whenever you wish!'

'I enjoy being naked. You can enjoy looking at me naked. You can choose to play with me whenever you like. You can get me hard and then watch me go soft. You will see my desire for you, knowing, if my erotic energy increases it won’t be hidden. I am sure that affirmation will increase my erotic energy.’

'Does that sound a good option?’ I ask hopefully.

‘It might be,' she replies, 'but it might not. I’m not going to tell you if I like your suggestion or not.’

Sarah surprises me a little with her answer, but then a princess doesn’t reveal her plans to her knight so I shouldn’t have been surprised.

'What is your second suggestion?' she asks.

‘My second suggestion is to have some activities with another person present, or even some activity with another person.'

'You know how arousing I found it when you asked about talking to Kali. Imagine how arousing I would find it to have her actually in the same room when something is happening!'

'You would have full just as you do now. So you would decide if and when something happens as well as what happens with others. So you can keep things mild or you can be more adventurous.'

'If I don't want to do things with a particular person I want to retain the right to say no. But otherwise it's totally up to you to pick who is involved.'

‘That’s a, um, well interesting idea,' Sarah says. I'm not sure if she means she likes this idea or not.

She continues, 'How far would you go if another person was involved?’

Once again I have to pause a little to think before I can answer her.

How far would I be be willing to go? She isn't asking what I think is a hot fantasy, but wanting to know what I would actually do in real-life if she ever, as my Princess, wished something to happen. Again I think honesty is the best policy.

‘Being naked in front of others would be fine, and even being naked and aroused. Being touched by another woman would be nice, and touching another woman would be fun too. Giving and receiving oral sex with another woman would be great.'

‘As your Knight I promise to never ejaculate when we are with anyone else. That will still only happen when you and I are alone and when you decide’ I add. 'And I think that as your Knight it would be inappropriate for me to ever have intercourse with someone else. That is something I think I should only ever have with you.'

I pause for a second as I consider another possibility ...

'I'm not sure about doing anything sexual with a man. I’m not ruling it out, just not sure.'

Thinking about doing things with other women was very exciting! But then Sarah turns the tables by asking ‘What about you watching me with someone else? What freedoms are you willing to give your Princess,?'

Her with someone else wasn't my fantasy. Or was it? I had been thinking of me doing things with others. How would I feel with Sarah being the one engaging in activity? Maybe this would be a powerful way for us both to feel that she really was my princess and me her knight?'

And, fair is fair,  if I'm saying I would like to do some things with other women it is only fair that I give Sarah the same, um, opportunities.

‘It might be a challenge', I reply nervously, 'but as long as you don't ever do things with someone else when I'm not there, I think it would, ah, be something that I give consent for my princess to do.'

Sarah is asking lots of serious questions! So maybe she is OK with or even likes the idea of someone else being there or involved! I eagerly wait for some sign ....
 
 
'Time for sleep now,’ Sarah says, bringing our discussion to a surprisingly sudden and very inconclusive end.

‘Turn over so I can cuddle you’ she adds.

We rearrange ourselves and I'm pleased that her hand continues to gently hold my very hard desire.

My mind swims from all this evening’s activities and our conversation. It takes me ages to get to sleep as I ponder what might lie ahead for Sarah and me.