Chapter 25 - Will

I relax into the passenger seat as Sarah drives us away from home. We are heading off to visit friends for the night and it’s going to be a four or five hour drive.

They are really good friends and have invited us to stay the night at their place. We don’t see them as often as we’d all like, but being that distance away and with work and so on, life gets in the way of meeting more regularly. I’m looking forward to staying up late with them and with no driving tonight we can all enjoy a few drinks.

I lose myself in thought, thinking about my sexy wife. Actually there is not much else I am thinking about at the moment!

We have had a lot of sexual and sensual activity recently including some beautiful and intimate joy last night. Ah intercourse, a princess and a knight in a joyous embrace, so aptly named joy in Devotional Sex.

Last night I was on top stroking carefully and slowly. At times it was a bit hard to balance making sure we were both enjoying ourselves while maintaining my self control.

Sarah didn’t want an orgasm last night, so she had ended our joy without either of us orgasming. She then took hold of my erection and just held it gently as we cuddled. It was such a lovely way to end things last night.

Unfortunately, this morning was just a cuddle and she never took hold of my morning erection. And it didn't last long as we had to get up to hit the road.

Having ‘just a cuddle’ is common, but as I’ve now gone nine days since my last ejaculation my energy is really high and I really missed her touch this morning . Sometimes ‘just a cuddle’ is hard to accept, but I know I must as this is part of the price I have to pay to enjoy life as her Knight.

Then again, having a cuddle is still more than we used to do before we started Devotional Sex many years ago. I know I can’t have high energy activity all the time, that would be unrealistic. So I enjoy the cuddles almost as much.

Thinking about last night’s sex has an effect on me, I am growing hard. It’s fortunate that it is Sarah doing the driving!
 
 
After years of Devotional Sex I usually don’t need to tell Sarah how I’m feeling. I’m sure she knew just how much I wanted to cum last night. Maybe she wants me charged up for our visit?

We both enjoy how much more I treat her as a Princess when I am highly charged and visiting friends is when that dynamic is even more acute for us - they have no idea why I’m such a devoted and attentive husband!

My balls feel full, something I usually only notice when I’ve gone for longer than usual these days.

Yes, now that I think about it, I’m sure that Sarah planned for me to be charged up tonight. It’s exciting that I’m so much in her hands!

These thoughts make me grow harder and I have to rearrange myself to get more comfortable. Just like last night I’m having the unusual feeling that I really want to cum. Now that I’m paying attention to my balls their gentle aching becomes more pronounced.

It will be a challenge to hold all this energy for the rest of the day, and I really hope that I get release tonight.

I wonder whether or not I should tell Sarah how I feel? Should I say something in the car? Or is it best to leave it until we get there and finally get to bed? Did she notice me rearranging my desire?

Maybe it would be best to not say anything and not try to influence matters, let her decide. Maybe she wants to keep me charged up for the whole visit and she won’t allow me to cum until we get home! How will I cope with that?
 
 
Half watching the scenery go by I start to think back to six years ago when I first introduced Sarah to Devotional Sex and we were starting to explore.

I had told her that I didn’t want to ejaculate as often, and we were both getting used to ending sexual activity without me ejaculating. In those early days I couldn’t last nearly as long, and so just three days was a challenge for me.

Though I had told Sarah that she had control and could decide when I would cum and when I wouldn’t, back then I would tell Sarah how I was feeling and she would do what I recommended. If I said I wanted to go a little longer she would let me. And when I said that I thought it was time I ejaculated she would allow this to happen.

She still decided how I would cum, so I still felt hers, but at first she never used her control to decide when.

Then there was a very memorable night …

Sarah was still getting used to the idea that I was happy to give her oral sex, bring her to orgasm, and other things didn’t need to follow. That night I had eaten her to orgasm, and after I had moved back up to cuddle her she had taken hold of my erection and was gently playing with it.

I had gone longer than usual, it was probably only been three or four days, and my erection was throbbing. I felt a huge urge to cum. I tried to calm my energy but I wasn’t as skilled as I am now. I told her that I was really charged up and I really wanted release that night.

Her hand stopped moving and she looked at me. 'Really?' she had asked.

I managed to say that I did but her hand remained still, her fingers wrapped around me. I watched her as she thought about my comment. Then a smile came onto her face - she had made a decision.

'If I keep playing with you will you lose control and cum?' she had asked. I nodded, not sure of where this was going.

'I control when you release?' she asked to clarify. I nodded again.

'Then I want you to wait and not cum tonight, is that OK?' I nodded once more, though I wasn’t very convinced.

These days it would be very unusual for Sarah to ask if her decision for me not to cum is OK, but I certainly appreciated it back then.

Her hand had held my hardness as she asked if I wanted her to let me go.

'No. No!' I quickly replied - the idea of losing contact with her horrified me.

She then asked me what I was feeling.

I told her that I was desperate to ejaculate but wanted to honor her decision, her choice. I said I would wait until she decided. We kissed.

This was the biggest challenge I had faced with Devotional Sex. She could see how much of a challenge it was and told me it would be fine.

Honoring the decision of his princess may sometimes be a massive challenge for a knight, but I was doing extremely well honoring my princess. I didn’t think it possible to be more aroused than I was in that moment.

If Sarah had rolled over and left me lying alone in my over excited state I would have felt rejected, but she knew how powerful this was for me and kept cuddling me and gently holding my erection. All my erotic energy was focused on her hand holding me and the intimacy I felt cuddling her and feeling hers.

How long this Devotional Cuddle lasted I don’t know - I was so focused on the experience that time had no meaning. But eventually my erection stopped throbbing, and eventually, though I was still fully hard, I felt calmer and relaxed with my erection.

Sarah finally let go and rolled over and went to sleep. I was awake for a bit longer, and I think I was still hard when I went to sleep.

Most of the time when I feel I need to release Sarah picks up on this and has me cum.

But every once in a while we relive this powerful first use of her control to keep me lasting longer. It’s never been as powerful as that first time, but it always remains a time when I really do feel very much hers.
 
 
My recollections suddenly end as Sarah interrupts them, ‘You alright there Will? You seem to have gone off somewhere.’

‘Mmm, sorry. Yes I was thinking back to the first time I told you I really wanted to cum and you made me wait,’ I answer.

‘Happy memories?’

‘Very,’ I reply.

‘In the interests of full disclosure I should point out that I am feeling highly charged now. I’ve got aroused just thinking of that first time you made me last longer. I’ll be rather desperate by the time we get to bed tonight!’

Sarah grins. ‘I know. The question is will I have you release tonight or will I have you wait until we get home tomorrow?’

Somehow my desire grew and got just a bit bigger.