Chapter 37 - Sarah

I’ve gone to bed a little early for some rest and relaxation.

I lie in bed on my front and read a novel I’ve read before - an easy read so I relax as my eyes scan the words.

Will is downstairs watching TV or working or something. He’ll come upstairs at some stage.

I am enjoying reacquainting myself with my novel when Will comes in. I don’t move but carry on reading.

I sense him getting undressed and then feel the bed move as he gets in. He snuggles up to me. He balances showing me affection as I relax with my reading and showing me that he would like something sexual.

That I am still wearing panties will be a disappointment to him.

If he starts trying to turn me on then he is likely to annoy me and that won’t get him anything - sexual or sensual. Instead it will have me telling him to leave me alone as any attempt to turn me on at this stage will almost certainly turn me off.

Will knows all this. He lies next to me against my side and rests his hand on me.
 
 
I relishing the feel of his naked body against mine as I relax and read another chapter.

He lies nice and still.

I know he is waiting to see if we’re going to have any fun. But I also know he will wait until I make a decision. Given that I am not naked he will assume he is not likely to have much.

I finish the chapter and  turn over and prop my head up on my pillows.

Will adjusts his position onto his back.

I hold my book in one hand and begin another chapter. My other hand moves to rest on his desire. He is already slightly hard, but with my touch I can feel it harden to full erection.

For me this is a relaxing activity - reading and idly playing with Will’s desire. But I know that for my knight this can be a fairly intense activity.

I let go of his desire to turn the page, and then go back to gently playing with him.

I spend the next ten minutes reading and toying with his erection. He lies next to me thrilling at my touch. I don’t know yet whether this will lead to anything further, but I’m happily relaxed and he’s having fun.

I finish reading, close my book and put the book down.
 
 
I am feeling beautifully relaxed, and with my attention having left the book I notice that I'm feeling somewhat aroused.

It's lovely knowing that if I didn't feel aroused we could just cuddle before sleep, and that if this happened even though Will would have liked some more to happen, he will be pleased that I played with him and so also be happy. Perhaps it is the lack of pressure which makes it easier for me to get aroused when I casually play with him?

Will still doesn't know that tonight I'm now in the mood for some attention.

I look at him and smile. We kiss as I turn onto my side facing him and I feel his erection twitch with the realization that some activity is now likely.

His hand finds my bottom and I relish him transferring his passion for me through his kiss, his hand, and of course his desire.

I let go of his erection and put my hand over his on my bottom. I hold it there for a few seconds then move his hand to the front of my underwear. He adjusts his hand and cups my pleasure over my underwear.

He gently holds me, barely moving.

After a while he judges the time is OK and starts to move the hand on my panties a little more.

As his hand caresses my pleasure I can feel myself getting wet.

‘Unwrap,’ I tell Will, and eagerly he take off my panties.

‘Can I lick you?’ Will asks me, hope in his voice.

‘Not now. You can use your finger.’

He once again cups my pleasure except now he can feel my wetness. He uses his fingers to provide me with sexual pleasure. His fingers slide over my sex with ease. His finger slips in and I enjoy feeling his touch inside me.

His fingers work their magic on me as he plays my pleasure like a skilled musician eliciting a beautiful melody. I sense his eyes roaming over my body, watching my response to his touch.

‘I’d really love to lick you to orgasm’ he says.

It's lovely to have him so desperate to lick me, but I am enjoying his fingers too much to change. But I'll let him know what he is missing as I can cope without his touch for a moment.

'Taste' I say, and he fulfills my wish by removing his fingers from my wetness and licking his finger clean. He now looks even hungrier for me as he returns his finger to my pleasure and re-enters me. The music returns.

I’m not in the mood for an orgasm tonight, so I simply enjoy his touch for a while. If an orgasm happens that’s fine, but I'll probably stop him before then.

His fingers continue to caress and explore my pleasure both inside and out. They are sensitive, always seeking to do that which I enjoy and they are in no rush.

Will always takes his time as he never knows how long anything will last and he doesn't want activity to end. Mind you, at this point in time, neither do I.

I feel a tension starting to creep into my body as it is responds to Will’s hand. I’m building towards orgasm. I could let him continue, but tonight I am not in that mood.

‘Enough for now,’ I say to Will.

He responds by withdrawing his fingers.

Once again I say 'taste' and he places his fingers one by one into his mouth and seductively tastes me. As he does this I reach down and hold his desire in my hand. I watch him cleaning his fingers, and feel his hardness in my fingers.

As he finishes cleaning his little finger I say, ‘You like the taste of me, don’t you?’

‘You know I do. And you know I prefer to taste you directly.’

‘Yes, you do. I wonder sometimes which of us enjoys pleasure kisses more.’

His erection hardens a little, so I run my fingers up and down it a couple of times.

‘I was too tired for a pleasure kiss tonight, and too tired for an orgasm.’

This is a concept that Will, and most men, find difficult to comprehend as they always want to cum.

'I did like your playing with me tonight though,’ I add.

‘And I like playing with your pleasure too, Will replies. 'It is a different experience to using my mouth.’

‘How?’

‘Well I guess I feel a little less connected with you when I use my fingers. But then I get to watch you much more easily. My fingers are more dexterous so I can reach places my tongue can’t, and I can use more than one finger at a time whilst I have only one tongue.’

Too right I think to myself.

‘Yes your fingers can touch parts of me your tongue can’t, though they are rougher than your tongue. I enjoy both ways.’
 
 
We lie on our backs next to each other and I continue to hold his desire.

I'm feeling nicely relaxed. I've enjoyed some sexual attention and Will is enjoying another period of attention.

I pick up my book again and read another chapter while I keep gently holding and playing with him.

At the end of that chapter I decide that it's time for some sleep.

‘Turn over,’ I say to my knight who turns onto his side facing away from me.

I move to cuddle him from behind and put my arm over his body.

For a moment I stroke his chest, then down to his stomach and then take hold of his desire again, but this time there is no movement, I simply hold him.

‘Good night.’

‘Good night,’ Will replies.