Chapter 41 - Sarah

‘How are things going?’ I ask Kali as she takes a sip from her wine.

‘OK, we’re making progress.’

She has invited me over for a drink while Adam is away on business for a few days.

‘Is Adam enjoying your spells of Devotional Sex? Does he know what you are doing?’

‘No he doesn’t know any of the terms or about Devotional Sex, but the sex and intimacy is much better when we are doing a spell. Giving me a massage is not high on his list. Giving me oral sex is improving - he is becoming gentler and a bit slower. But it always has to lead onto intercourse even if I don't want to go that far.’

‘So you’re still doing I give you something, you give me something,' I reply.

'With us', I continue, 'some activities are focused on him, some on me, and some focused on us both. Over a season Will gets lots and I get lots so it balances out. But we don’t balance each session and we don’t even alternate. So he might have several devotional cuddles in a row and then I might have some sessions in a row like massages or him giving me oral. But overall they balance and both of us win.'

'But it sounds like you’re not there yet, he wants something in every session? Yes?’

‘Pretty much,' Kali answers, 'more wine?’ Kali offers me the bottle.

I take the bottle and refill my glass. ‘Getting to the stage where both are happy for only one to benefit from the activity in a session takes a while.’

‘Unless he is the one receiving you mean,’ Kali jumps in. ‘Adam is quite happy for me to pleasure him and not worry about my pleasure.’

‘Yes I can see you still have that hurdle to get over. I have to admit that Will always liked to be included in getting pleasure, but did not insist on it. For example he’s always been a fan of giving oral sex. In some ways I was the one who had to adjust my position a little.’

‘What do you mean?’ Kali looks confused.

‘Well, as I say, Will has been a fan of giving me oral sex for as long as I have known him. When he did so before Devotional Sex it always led on to intercourse. It felt like we hadn’t quite completed sex if there was no intercourse and he didn’t ejaculate. He had said that it would be alright to sometimes not do anything further after he had given me oral sex, but I never truly believed him and I didn’t want him to miss out.’

‘So you always left something in reserve so he could enter you?’

‘I’ve never quite thought of it like that, but yes, I guess I did. So he’d lick me, I would have one or more orgasms, and then before I was finished have him enter me and thrust away until he came. To be fair there would usually be another orgasm for me in this, but I didn’t always want intercourse. It wasn’t bad or painful or anything like that, but after the oral sex I would have preferred to just have a cuddle.'

‘When we began having Devotional Sex that side of things carried on as before for a while. Will kept on assuring me that it did not matter if he did not cum, as long as he did sometimes. But I was still locked into the idea that I wouldn't be doing my duty if we didn't have the usual ending.'

'But then one day this all changed. I still remember the first time he licked me and we didn’t move on to intercourse. Would you like me to tell you about it?'

Though opening up in this way was unusual for me, Kali was much more relaxed with talking about sex, and she quickly replied 'Yes please!'
 
 
I took a sip of my wine, breathed in deeply, and began ...

'I felt aroused from the beginning of this session. I started with playing with him for a few minutes and this aroused us both further. Then I decided to receive pleasure from his tongue.'

‘I asked him to lick me - we weren’t using many Devotional Sex terms in those days. I lay on my back with my legs parted and he lay down between my legs and got to work.'

'Somehow, for some reason, this felt even better than his usual. His usual is really good, so this time it was amazing.  Maybe I had started more aroused than usual or maybe I was more relaxed, I don’t know. His licking was taking me to heights I had not been to before.'

‘At first his licking was gentle, soft and slow, and over time he increased his energy to become insistent and very effective. My body was responding, my brain was responding. He sent me over the edge and I screamed out as the orgasm hit.'

'His licking eased just a little as the orgasm hit. He then carried on with very soft licking and my body never quite returned to the foothills, I was still near the peek. His licking continued and became more eager and before I knew it another orgasm hit me.'

‘This was out of this world. He had eased right back but not quite stopped. He listened to my body to see whether it was still responding positively to his very light touching with his tongue - it was. So he increased very carefully, slowly and let the intensity build until another orgasm coursed through my entire body. By now I had all but lost the ability for rational thought.

‘Three orgasms down and my knight was still willing to continue. His tongue worked on, arousing the nerves in my sex and before long I had lost control again. My whole being was exhausted with pleasure. As the orgasm slipped away I managed to get some speech out and said ‘Please no more.’ He withdrew his tongue but remained exactly where he was lying, looking up at me.'

‘As I began to calm down from these amazing heights I asked him to come up and cuddle me which he did. I took hold of his erection and held it gently as I recovered from what had just happened. At that stage I didn't feel that I could do anything else, so I just relaxed and enjoyed the devotional cuddle.'

'During the cuddle Will just lay quietly next to me. I could feel his energy in my hand, but he also seemed to be recovering from all that had happened.'

'By the time I had recovered enough to remember that I should satisfy Will I didn't feel like I wanted any further sexual activity and though Will was still erect in my hand he felt calm and at peace.'

'Will didn't need to say anything for me to know that he was fully satisfied with pleasuring me and the cuddle afterwards. So we just continued to cuddle for a while and eventually both fell asleep.'
 
 
‘The following morning Will told me how he knew he needed to stop and that intercourse was not going to be happening. He said he’d looked at my face and it was one of total bliss, that I looked completely satisfied.'

'He then said thank you and he was glad I had let him satisfy me completely with his tongue. I know he found the experience very pleasurable and I decided there and then oral sex did not have to lead to intercourse, if it did then fine, if not fine, just go with the flow of my thoughts.’

‘Wow,’ Kali says. She looks slightly flushed and I feel the same way after recalling such a powerful and erotic memory.

Recounting that story has me wanting to repeat it later when I get home to Will, something we’ve done many times since then, but then again maybe his desire will play a part in tonight’s session.

‘Look,’ I say, ‘that was a great awakening for me, which was only fully satisfying because I knew Will would be OK with it being about me having a pleasure kiss while he received no pleasure that session.'

'Actually that's not quite true - Will enjoys giving me oral sex and giving me orgasms so much that this is now a pleasure for him. In fact he would like to be allowed to give me oral more often than I have happen.'

'Of course he still wants intercourse, but he is happy for that to happen another time. So even though in the traditional sense a pleasure kiss is just him pleasuring me, for us it is now a mutual pleasure!'

'And that's why he is happy for me to pick and choose what happens.'

'So the trick with Adam is to teach him to enjoy giving you pleasure.'

'Well sometimes I really enjoy giving Adam oral sex,' Kali adds, 'so it would be great if Adam started to feel the same about giving me oral.'

'The other thing,' I continue, 'is getting him to think of everything that happens before he ejaculates as one long session which has breaks. So if one session is you playing with him and giving him some oral, then the next session is him giving you lots of oral, and your last session then includes intercourse, you are doing all the things you might do in one long session - but it's been split into three. So he isn't missing out on intercourse - rather he knows that this is coming another time.'

'So have a chat to Adam and explain how Devotional Sex is different, and what's in it for him as well as why it is great for you.'

‘You might be right,' Kali replies.

'But it's a strange world,' Kali says with a sigh, 'when you started Devotional Sex it was Will who knew what he wanted and you were the one who had to learn to think differently. Adam and I are the opposite - I want to be his Princess but I'm not sure he will ever get it.'

'But at least our experiments so far have been fun' she adds looking more cheerful. 'Perhaps talking to Adam about it more will help.'