Chapter 44 - Adam

I wake up slowly, no alarm for work on a Sunday. As I look I see Kali is still in bed, quietly reading. The house is quiet, there is no noise from Tracey. She could still be asleep or she could be happily playing on her own.

This is actually quite a nice situation, nothing much to do today, a quiet child and my partner resting in bed. A pleasant wake up indeed.

We are not doing a spell of Devotional Sex at the moment so I am free to do whatever. I feel in the mood and decide to try my luck - nothing ventured, nothing gained. Maybe we could have some normal sex - foreplay, intercourse, and we both orgasm at the end.

I move a little closer to Kali and put my hand on her thigh. I pause. She doesn’t push me away. Good, that’s a green light.

I move my hand up her thigh onto her tummy, my fingers moving as slowly as I can manage. I slide further up to the underside of her right breast.

She isn’t stopping me. I’m in with a decent prospect here!

I move my hand lightly across her breast grazing the nipple as I go. I circle around and back down to under her breasts, then repeat on her left breast.

I catch her left nipple between the middle of my fingers and apply a little pressure. I feel her body tense at the pleasure. I move my mouth to suck her right nipple as my fingers toy with her left. I suck her right nipple and pinch her left.

It’s great to be getting some Sunday morning action without any limits.
 
 
‘Get off!’ Kali exclaims writhing around to get away from my touch.

Shit, what went wrong?

‘Why do you have to always push things too far too fast?’ she asks.

‘What?’ I say, puzzled that I was going too far. We’d barely started.

‘I need to feel in the mood. I need to be cuddled first. And A kiss, or many kisses. But you zoom straight to the main attraction. That might work for you, but not for me and not for most women.’

‘I ...’

I have so many feelings running around me head, I don’t know where to start.

‘I’m sorry.’

We are both astonished that I have just apologized.

‘I like having sex with you' I say,  'and I don’t know how to get you in the mood more often.’

‘I know. I’m sorry,' she replies. 'One of the things I so enjoy about Devotional Sex is that as your princess I can let you carry on or I can slow you down, and as my knight you will follow my wishes.'

'Knowing I can always draw things to a close makes me more open to the idea of doing something. Just now I didn't feel in the mood for full sex, so I said no to going all the way.’

'I let you start this morning because I am in the mood for doing something, but not everything. If you were my Knight then we could have gone only as far as I wish, and we both would have enjoyed ourselves.'

‘Yes,' I respond, 'but then I have to wait on you all the time and don’t get to cum.’

‘Are you telling me that when we’ve had spells of Devotional Sex you haven’t enjoyed yourself?’ she asks.

‘OK. Yes I have,’ I admit, ‘and I’ve enjoyed all the bits of sex in between the main bits.’

Kali becomes thoughtful for a moment. She holds my face in her hands and kisses me. I am totally confused, what does that mean.

‘How about we introduce blissettes?’ she asks.

‘What on earth are ‘blissettes’?’ I’m even more confused.

‘A blissette is a short activity. It might last a couple of minutes or it might last up to say ten minutes. It is just a single activity, so you licking me or me playing with you, or even intercourse. For us it would be like a mini spell of Devotional Sex.’

‘So no cuming for me again,’ I say with anger in my voice.

‘No and not for me either. A blissette is not about either of us having an orgasm, it’s about simply enjoying each other for a few minutes. Building some intimacy and also raising the erotic temperature between us. I don’t promise and you shouldn’t expect, but a blissette might make me more receptive to full sex later on.’

I think about what she is suggesting ...

Some activity and her being more receptive for more later on will work in my favor. I’m always ready to receive some attention, and it might mean I get more hand jobs and blow jobs. If it leads to more, even better.

‘So how do we decide what activity we do during a blissette?’ I ask her.

‘It will work in the same way as a season of Devotional Sex. For the few minutes of the blissette I will be your princess and you my knight.’

‘Oh, so you get to decide everything,’ I say despondently.

‘Yes', she replies enthusiastically 'You can suggest a blissette and even suggest what we might do, but I will be able to say no to doing anything, and if I agree to do a blissette I can choose a different activity.'

'Just because I get to decide doesn’t mean it will all focus on me. Remember you’ve received lots of pleasure during our times of Devotional Sex. And I would find it fun sometimes to give you some pleasure without receiving anything myself.'

'But remember that if you ask for a blissette and I agree you will be accepting my choice. You might want me to suck you and so you suggest a blissette but I might fancy you licking me. So don’t ask for a blissette unless you are happy to do whatever I wish.'

'And if I ask if you would like a blissette, you have to agree or disagree before I tell you what I have in mind. So if you say no, you may be missing out on a blow job.'

'I don't want to have full sex all the time, but I think it would be fun to have lots of blissettes. Are you game?'
 
 
And there’s the challenge, to have more sex I need to follow her ideas. I guess most of the time it will be worth it, but even though I'll be getting more sex, I feel that I'm losing control.

Thinking about sex has me starting to get hard. Giving up control will have its rewards ....

‘OK' I reply. 'I'm happy to try blissettes. How about having one now?'

'Mmmm,' she replies, 'that would be lovely.'

She rolls over to kiss me.

'This morning I would like my Knight to ...'

There is a loud crash and we hear Tracey bursting into tears.

Kali jumps out of bed and rushes to investigate.

'Shit', I say to myself.

I grab a dressing gown and follow the sound of tears.