Chapter 10 - Sarah

It had been a tiring day followed an evening spent doing odd jobs, so I give a sigh of relief as I finish up and head for bed. On the way to the bedroom I pass the study where Will has also been busy with some work and say ‘Bedtime’ as I pass the door.

A quick visit to the bathroom and I can finally get out of my clothes and get some rest. In the bedroom I start to undress and Will comes in to join me. It’s fun having Will always so eager to be with me at night that he almost never keeps me waiting.

I feel his eager eyes watching me as I take off my bra - I love that just my undressing can be enough for him to start to get hard. But tonight I’m not feeling that sexy, so I leave my panties on and slip into bed.

I see a flash of disappointment on Will’s face as he notices that I’m still wearing my panties, a sign that I am probably not up for sex. He will adjust his expectations for tonight accordingly.

I watch Will quickly undress. As always he takes everything off. He turns on the bedside lamp, and walks to the door to turn off the main bedroom light. And I was right - as he walks naked towards the bed, his body lit by the romantic light, I can see that the excitement of watching me undress and being about to get into bed with me has been enough to get him half hard.

‘What an evening.’ Will says as he gets into bed and slides over to give me a cuddle.

‘Yes, I’m feeling tired tonight.’ I reply.

It feels wonderful as Will’s naked body connects with mine. Nothing beats the relaxation of a skin-on-skin cuddle. I can feel Will’s erection against my leg - he is now fully hard.

I roll over onto my side so that I’m facing away from him, and he shifts position to cuddle me from behind. As always his hand moves to cup my breast and he gently holds it. His erection is hard and against my bottom. Though he seems resigned that not much will happen tonight his body is responding with all the energy he has built up over the last week.

I give another sigh and say ‘This feels wonderful.’

Will replies with just a mmm of agreement.

I’m not feeling any arousal. I guess the last two night activities really have been enough for me for a while. But I’m totally relaxed with Will’s arousal. In fact I’m enjoying his energy.

As I enjoy the cuddle I start to think about lunchtime at work today when Kali once again complained about her poor relationship. If only she could enjoy this sort of intimacy!

‘I had another chat with Kali today. She told me more about how bad their sex life is - it’s far, far worse than what we had before we started Devotional Sex.’

‘Perhaps you should tell her about Devotional Sex then’ suggests Will.

‘I’m not sure if she would be interested in something so different.’ I reply. ‘But it would be wonderful if we could help another couple to enjoy what we do. Would it be OK with you for me tell her all about it if she were interested? Back.’

Will stops cuddling me and rolls onto his back. I roll around to face him and reach down and take his erection and hold it in my hand. It’s fun to surprise him - just when he thought tonight was only a cuddle I’m now holding him. Slowly my hand becomes more active until I’m gently playing with him. Even though I’m tired I enjoy his arousal and feeling his desire for me in my hand.

‘Your touch is wonderful.’ Will says, obviously so distracted by my hand that he has forgotten my question.

For a while he is silent as I gently play with him, but eventually he remembers what I asked him.

‘I’m happy for you to tell her if it feels right to you’ he replies. ‘What we are doing is so wonderful that it’s our duty to share this with others. Do you just want to tell her about the technique? Or are you thinking of sharing what, um... eh, sharing with her the details of what we do?’

As he asks about my sharing intimate details with Kali I can feel his erection become noticeably harder. It even gives a few throbs. Holding his erection is like a lie detector where he just can’t hide from me when a fantasy excites him.

Though I’m still not feeling aroused myself I feel it would be fun to take this further. I move so that as I continue to play with him with one hand I can play with his balls with the other.

‘You like the idea of me telling another woman what we do, don’t you?’ Again I feel a surge of excitement in my hand.

‘Yes Princess, very much’ he replies.

‘Do you think Kali will believe me when I tell her that you give me oral whenever I ask for it?’

‘I don’t know, but I think she will be jealous of you’ he replies.

I sit up next to him so that my hands can be even more active. I can now see his face better and he really is close to losing control. ‘Do I need to ease up a bit?’ I ask.

‘Just a bit’ he responds.

I don’t want him to accidentally lose control and cum, so I ease up. Now that I’m slightly sitting up Will can see my breasts, and I can see his eyes alternating between my face and my breasts. It feels wonderful to have him desiring my body so much after 20 years of being together.

‘Do you think Kali will believe it when I tell her just how much you desire me?’

‘Every man should desire his wife as much as I desire you’, he replies. ‘So I hope she does believe you.’

‘How would you feel about me telling her that you only ever ejaculate when you are with me and so all your energy is kept for me?’

‘That is something that would be hard to believe these days.’ he replies.

Will has regained control and isn’t about to ejaculate accidently. But even so, he hasn’t been this aroused for a while. I still don’t feel like receiving any sexual activity from Will tonight, but boy am I enjoying playing with him tonight!

‘So am I allowed to tell Kali about what we do? Or is it more than that, that you would like me to tell her ALL about us?’

‘I would be happy for you to tell her as much as you want Princess. It would make me feel more yours to have another woman know how much I enjoy being devoted to you.’

It’s been about a week since Will last ejaculated, the last two nights of wonderful sex, and now this, I think it’s about time for this season to end. I continue my conversation with Will, ‘Do you think she will believe it when I tell her that I decide when you will cum?’

I increase the activity of my hands and with this burst of pleasure he only manages to moan ‘No Princess.’

Now that I’ve decided he is going to cum tonight it feels different playing with him. I know that Will still has no idea of how this session will end - he really is in my hands. After 6 years of him being my Knight I don’t have to ask him how he is feeling. So even though he had not said so I know that he wants to ejaculate, but will control himself, calming his own energy and he will accept it if I don't allow him to cum tonight.

But tonight I want to reward him rather than challenge him.

‘Release.’

I can see him do a mental change of gears, and his body starts to react to my hands differently.

‘Yes Princess’ he says as his body starts to writhe.

As he is so used to maintaining control it takes him about a minute to get close as I actively play with him. It’s such a beautiful sight to watch him let go. My beautiful Knight is about to cum for me!

My Knight might have fewer ejaculations than most men, but when he does release it is amazing, and this is one of the most powerful for ages. His whole body shakes as his cum shoots up his tummy higher than usual. This is a big one!

‘Wow!’ I say as I lie back. It is so satisfying and fun to give Will so much pleasure.

Will gives an exhausted sigh, and rolls over slightly to grab some tissues. He hands me some so that I can clean my hand, and he cleans himself. ‘That was amazing. Thank you Princess.’

Once all clean he turns off the bedside light and rolls over to cuddle me again.

This feels very different from our cuddle fifteen minutes ago. I’m so used to Will having at least some erotic energy when he cuddles me that this cuddle feels flat, but even in Will’s exhausted and flat state I still feel his love for me.

I soon drift off.
 
 
The alarm wakes me.

Will hits the snooze button and rolls over to cuddle me. Even though I can feel that he doesn’t have his usual morning energy he still cups his hand over my breast - he knows what I like. Even if he isn’t hard this is still a nice skin-on-skin erotic morning cuddle.

Do I want him flat today? Or should I give him a charge and have him thinking of me? Mmm.

I decide to charge him up a little. I roll over and put my hand over his manhood. As he isn’t erect I can cup all of him in my hand. It feels nice to hold him this way - with everything in one hand he is very mine.

My touch has the desired effect and I feel him growing. I tickle his balls with my fingers, and as he grows I move my hand to wrap it around the shaft. I love feeling him grow in my hands!

He is soon fully hard in my hand and I play with him for a while.

The alarm goes off again so I let go of him. It's time for my lovely Knight and me to get up.

I get out of bed, and as I put on a robe to walk out to the bathroom I see Will get out of bed, his erection still firm. It’s great to see him desiring me again and to know he will be thinking of me all day.

As I shower I think again about telling Kali the key to our wonderful marriage. Would this work for her as well? Would she even be interested? Will had been very keen last night for me to tell Kali all about us, but will he still be happy with this when I’m not playing with him? Fantasy is one thing, but what about real-life?

At breakfast I once again broach the issue of my talking to Kali. ‘I might be having lunch with Kali again today. Are you still happy for me to be fully open with her?’

He smiles at me and gives a happy nod. ‘If you do chat, please let me know how it goes.’

‘Of course.’ I reply, but as I do so I’m not thinking about talking to Will later but whether or not Kali will be interested in learning more. I will have to approach her carefully so as not to scare her away.