Chapter 13 - Will

‘Come in.’ I hear Sarah welcome her friend and colleague Kali. ‘Will is just changing. Come and have a seat, he’ll be down in a minute.’

‘Thanks.’ A new voice says, I assume it is Kali. I focus my mind back on getting changed as the conversation downstairs moves out of my hearing.

I pause for a moment, taking a deep breath as I open the living room door. ‘Good evening,’ I say as I enter, ‘you must be Kali.’

‘Hello. Will?’ Kali replies, her voice hesitant.

I smile hoping to put her at ease and reach out my hand. She responds reaching her hand towards mine. I instinctively kiss the back of her hand and then immediately wonder if that was too much.

‘You alright? You look scared to death.’ Sarah says to Kali.

‘I’m just not sure what’s going to happen. I’ve never talked about sex with a man and you’re one of a very few women.’

‘What about with Adam?’

‘No. Just got on with it.’ Kali admits.

‘Don’t worry. If it gets too much for you just say and I will have Will go upstairs out of the way. But he really is very nice and not scary, unless you want me to tell him to be scary.’ Sarah grins seeking to lighten the atmosphere and help Kali relax.

It appears to work as Kali smiles, ‘Not tonight, I’ll stick with non scary for now.’

'Would you like a drink?' Sarah asks. She makes a few suggestions and Kali picks the red wine.

'Can you open the bottle and pour us all a drink please Will' Sarah asks me.

As I go to open the bottle she and Kali sit down. Sarah continues to tell Kali more about my current situation.

‘Just to let you know I have told Will that he is to answer anything you ask him and to do so truthfully. There is no point in only hearing half truths or fantasies.’

‘OK.’ Kali replies.

‘You on the other hand do not have to answer anything you don’t want to.’

‘OK.’

‘I will answer all your questions, but some of them I might have to answer later as some things might not be suitable for me to answer in front of Will. Is that OK?’ Sarah asks.

‘Yes of course. But neither of you have to answer anything you don’t want to. I realize that some things are private.’

‘Yes some things are private. However one of the agreements of being a knight, and Will is most definitely my knight, is that he communicates honestly with his princess. In Will’s case that would be me.'

'He isn’t required to communicate honestly with anyone else, but as I have asked him to answer your questions as if he were answering me, you will get his honest answers. And anyway, ignoring all that, he really is happy to tell you about Devotional Sex and how it works for us.’

I hand Sarah and Kali their glass of wine, and get my glass, and then sit down next to Sarah. I'm wondering what Sarah will say next.

‘I should also let you know something about Will’s current situation' Sarah continues. 'He cums about once a week normally, but he never quite knows when, it might be after five days or it might be after eight days. Once or twice it has been after just one day and a few times it has been as long as twelve days. How charged up he is at any time depends on how much activity we have as well as how long it has been.’

I'm surprised that Sarah is going into so much detail so quickly. I'm feeling very much Sarah's knight and take a big sip of wine to calm my nerves.

‘As I knew you were coming for dinner and we will be talking about Devotional Sex I wanted him highly charged up' Sarah continues. 'When we spoke on Monday he had already gone for ten days so he knew it was getting very likely that I was going to say "release" to him. Instead of having him ejaculate I have made sure that every night he has received more charge and I’ve added to it each morning as well. So tonight Will is unusually charged up’.

Sarah smiles happily as she shares with Kail how she has charged me up for tonight.

I can see Kali is amazed by what Sarah is telling her.

'So you had sex twice a day?' she says puzzled. 'Do you really enjoy that much activity?'

I can see Sarah thinking what I'm thinking - that Kali thinks that sex means intercourse.

"If by sex you mean intercourse then I agree. Once or twice a week is all that I want. All the other times when we have sex we do things other than intercourse.'

‘For example on Monday evening after we spoke I had him lick me for ages and I played with him for a bit. Tuesday I genlty played with him for about half an hour.'

Last night he told me that he felt he needed to cum soon but I had decided that this wasn’t going to happen. We had intercourse and I held him afterwards. Each morning this week our cuddles have included me playing with him. His energy level is extremely high.’

I sit there astonished at all that Sarah has just revealed about me. I look at Kali’s face full of so many emotions. I wonder how much of what Sarah said she has managed to comprehend.

Sarah spoke with ease, I had given her permission to say whatever she decided and she certainly did. No one has ever had the information of when I last ejaculated before - it feels weird to have it announced and in a way that meant I didn’t need to be in the room.
 
 
‘Dinner should be ready now’ Sarah says. ‘Will, would you escort Kali to the table please.’

I stand up and realize that I have a very full erection. I discretely adjust myself into a more comfortable position. I look across the room to see Sarah roll her eyes at me. Obviously I wasn’t as discrete as I thought, she blows me a kiss and heads for the kitchen.

I stand next to Kali, ‘Would you care to join us?’ I hold out my hand to assist her up, not that she requires it.

She follows me to the table where I pull out one of the chairs indicating the place for her to sit. Kali places herself between the chair and table as I help pushing the chair in for her. I suspect it may be a very long time since Kali has had a man perform such a gentlemanly act.

Sarah comes in with the food which she places on the table. ‘Will could you pour some more wine. I need to get the vegetables.’

Sarah returns to the kitchen and I top up Kali's glass of wine, then Sarah's and then mine. Sarah returns with the vegetables.

‘Help yourself please.’ I pass the food to Kali for her to put some on her plate.

‘Cheers.’ I say raising my glass, Sarah and Kali raise their glasses.

‘Kali, Will knows that you sex life is not very good, but I have said no more than that. Would you like to tell him any more - you don’t have to if you don’t want to. If you prefer we can jump ahead to tell you more about what we do.’ Sarah begins.

Kali pauses in eating, clearly considering her options of whether to reveal personal details to me or not. A silence descends and I resist the urge to fill in the gap.

Kali comes to the decision to speak and for the next ten minutes while we eat she goes through how terrible her relationship is with Adam. Although it’s not all bad, mostly it sounds horrible. Every now and then Sarah asks a question to clarify something, but I remain silent and just listen.

At the end of what had almost certainly been a painful unveiling Kali says, ‘Thank you for listening, but there’s nothing anyone can do.’

I pause before saying, ‘Maybe, maybe not. Thank you for telling your story.’

‘You are very sweet Will, can I marry you?’

‘I’m afraid Will is taken, maybe we can help Adam discover how to become a knight.’ Sarah says.

‘I don’t think there is one, not this good.’ Kali laments.

‘Oh, don’t give up yet. I reckon most men have a good knight in them given the right princess. Don’t you agree Will?’ Sarah asks.

‘Yes, I’d agree with that. It might take a bit of searching and he has to want it to be found, but yes.’

‘How would you like this to go from here?’ Sarah asks Kali. ‘Would you like Will to talk for a while or would you rather ask him some questions?’

‘Um, I don’t know, I just can’t get my head around the whole concept.’

‘At one level it’s very simple - I gave control over our sex life to Sarah. She initiates sex or sensual activity whenever she feels like it, maybe something for her pleasure, maybe for mine or maybe for both of us. She can then stop it whenever she chooses. I can suggest anything I wish but Sarah can always decide not to do that.’

‘So you’re her sex slave then?’ Kali asks. Sarah lets out a snigger at the thought of me as her sex slave.

‘No. Not her slave. A slave is not someone who needs to be pleasured, they only give pleasure, they never receive it. I assure you my princess makes sure I get plenty of pleasure.’

‘But things only happen when Sarah wants it.’ Kali repeats her understanding.

'Not only when she decides, but what she decides' I reply.

'Before Devotional Sex we had sex the usual one or two times a week. But now, because whatever we do only ever goes as far as she chooses she can play with me for a minute and then go to sleep. She can ask me for some oral sex without having to lead to intercourse. She might have a foot massage. She might give me some oral sex. The possibilities are endless.’

‘It still sounds like you are less, perhaps a servant then rather than a slave. Sarah said something about you don’t get to cum.’

‘Can I give you an analogy? If we choose to go out to a restaurant and I fancy Chinese while Sarah fancies Italian what should we do. I could insist as the man of the household we will have Chinese, does that seem fair if we always have Chinese.’

‘No.’ Kali says

‘So sometimes we have Chinese and sometimes we have Italian. It’s like I have given Sarah the power to make the decision of when we go to a restaurant and which one we go to. She uses this power to decide sometimes it will be Chinese to please me and sometimes Italian to please herself. We both get plenty of nice meals and both have come to enjoy eating the other type because it gives pleasure to the most important person in our life.’ I look at Kali who seems to be starting to comprehend this.

‘Sarah is much better at making these decisions than I am. I suspect most women are better than most men at making such decisions. They are probably better at making sure he gets enough of what he wants as long as she gets some of what she wants.’
 
 
‘Are you ready for dessert?’ Sarah asks.

‘Yes please.’ Kali says. We gather the empty plates together and I help Sarah take things through to the kitchen. I return to the table as Sarah gets the dessert ready to bring through.

As we tuck into our dessert Kali asks another question, ‘But where does you not cuming feature? What’s that all about?’

‘That is the whole key to how this works for us, for whomever. Think about how eager a man is before having sex, then think about how eager he is after sex.’

Kali nods knowingly, and says ‘I can tell when Adam wants sex, he is eager, often too eager and if I don’t give in then he sulks.'

‘Yeah, exactly' I continue. 'How about if you could keep the eager part of him most of the time? Wanting to cuddle you, pleasure you, take care of your wants and desires. Without having the overly eager part of him pestering you for sex?’

‘Sounds like a nice idea. But is that plausible?’ Kali asks.

Sarah nods and smiles.

‘Yes, I am living that every day and have been for the last six years.’ I say confidently. ‘I am always eager for my princess because she looks after my needs by giving me lots of little activities. My arousal is something we both value. We often fall asleep cuddling while I still have an erection. It might even be in Sarah’s hand when she falls asleep.’

‘Is this not being a prick tease, tease and denial, getting him all excited and then denying him?’ This time Kali addresses her question to Sarah.

‘But I love being aroused and erect, I love that just looking at Sarah has such an effect on me.’ I answer before Sarah can, after all I was told to answer all of Kali’s questions. ‘I love that our foreplay lasts for days. Getting into bed with her is usually enough to make me rise up.’

Sarah adds her first comment for a long time, ‘I love that just seeing me naked often makes him erect. It makes me feel very sexy and wanted.’

‘And because I love being so aroused and having that arousal welcomed by my princess I don’t want to cum too often, it’s what I chose, so how can that be her denying me?’

‘You want this?’

‘Definitely. I notice Sarah far more, we cuddle more, we have sex more, I have more energy, everything about this is positive. So yes I want this.’ I surprise myself at how emphatic my answer is.

Kali falls silent again as she tries to take in all the information offered this evening. ‘It sounds like you’ve got something really good for both of you, but I can’t see Adam considering any of this for a fraction of a second.’

‘Not even the more sex?’ I ask.

‘Well maybe that. Still it’s been a very interesting evening. I had better get back to him, he can’t cope with looking after Tracey for too long.’

‘You’re very welcome.’ Sarah says, ‘anytime you need an escape you know where we are.’

‘Absolutely.’ I add.

Given what Kali had said earlier about her sex life it didn't seem likely that she and Adam would be doing anything tonight. I turn to look at Sarah wondering what, if anything, she has in mind for tonight.

Sarah notices the way I look at her (am I that obvious?) and says 'I think Will is wondering what I'll do with all his energy tonight.'

She leans closer to Kali and says to her quielty, but loud enough for me to hear, 'I think I'll have him give me some oral sex and then just cuddle him - no cumming for him tonight'.

Kali laughs at Sarah’s revelations for me and then looks to me, her face full of pity, ‘You poor boy.’

‘Poor? Hey I’ve just had the promise of sex when you leave. I can’t remember the last time I knew I was going to get sex.’

‘And you don’t mind that you won’t get to ejaculate?’

‘Oh I’m ready to explode, but I will wait until my princess makes the decision. Lots of sex with cuming only sometimes versus sometimes having sex and always cuming? Give me Devotional Sex every time.’

‘With that I’m going to take my leave.’ Kali stands up. Sarah and I stand with her and we all head to the front door. We say our goodbyes, Sarah and I each giving Kali a hug. We watch her drive off and shut the door.

‘Will, leave the tidying up and get your sexy body upstairs.’