Chapter 32 - Sarah

I relax as the cab home pulls away.

It had been fun telling Kali about how we started Devotional Sex. I hadn't make it easy for Will to convince me of the benefits - I had been very cautious and unadventurous. 

Thinking back it is quite amazing that Will didn't abandon the idea of asking me to be his princess ...
 
 
After agreeing to give Devotional Sex a go for the first time we went to bed as usual that Thursday night, woke up as usual on Friday morning, and went to work as usual.

Friday evening I cooked and we ate. The evening was much like any other until bed time. Will was ready and in bed a little ahead of me. He lay there and watched me as I undressed and got into bed.

Being Friday night I was tired from the working week. Although I didn’t need to wake early in the morning this was a time I wanted to relax and sleep. I reached for my book and found the page I was up to.

‘Remember that this is our weekend experiment of trying Devotional Sex and I will not cum until you say so,’ Will said in a fairly relaxed tone, though I suspected it took a huge effort for him to keep the excitement out of his voice.

‘Yes,’ I replied without much commitment. I was not about to do or say anything which would encourage him to think sex was on the cards. I was not in the mood. I read on. He lay and played on his tablet.

As I read, I relaxed and became sleepy. I put my book down and gave him a kiss. I turned over and got myself comfortable for sleep. He immediately put his tablet down and rolled over to cuddled me.

Though he had been reading his tablet he must have been thinking about sex because as soon as he started to cuddle me I could feel that he had an erection. Clearly Will was wanting sex tonight.

‘I am too tired,’ I said.

‘I know,’ he replied.

An unusual thing then happened, he kept cuddling me. Normally if I’d said no to sex he would roll away, but not this night.

We stayed like that for about ten minutes before he said ‘Sorry, I need to turn over in order to go to sleep.’ With that he turned over and went to sleep.
 
 
Saturday morning when we woke up Will asked me 'Would you like a cuddle?'

Like last night it was obvious that Will was keen for some sex.

‘No, not really,' I replied, 'I need to do the food shopping and we need to drop John off at his friend’s. They have a study day planned apparently.’

‘I hope they do more studying than when I used to have a study day!’

‘Well you demonstrated your natural intelligence by marrying me. Seriously we need to get up and have breakfast.’

With that I got out of bed and went for a shower. As I stepped out of the shower Will came in and handed me my towel. As I wrapped it around myself I thought how nice he had been there to hand it to me. I also noticed that he had an erection. We exchanged a quick kiss and he got into the shower.

After breakfast I asked Will, ‘Do you want to drop John off and I’ll do the food shopping?’

Knowing full well that his idea of a perfect Saturday did not include food shopping I was expecting him to quickly agree.

‘How about we both drop John off and then do the shopping?’ he replied.

I was surprised by his answer, but hey, it would be good to have help with the shopping.

Rather than being a bit grumpy while shopping Will was unusually helpful and happy. Though we had not done anything sexual yet it seemed that just the potential of future activity had already changed Will for the better.
 
 
In the evening, before we went up to bed, Will asked ‘Would you like a massage? It can be just a massage, we don’t have to do anything sexual afterwards.’

Will was quite good at giving me a massage, so his offer was tempting. But most times he made this offer I knew he was really hoping for some sex to follow. I still didn't feel like anything sexual, but a massage would be great, and perhaps with this Devotional Sex experiment I really can enjoy this without having to do more afterwards. So I quickly agreed to his offer.

‘What time do you want to start?’ Will asked. He was clearly very eager to get going.

I looked at the time and suggested, ‘half an hour?’

This gave me time to get into the right frame of mind to receive a massage. He looked at the time and we continued to watch the TV together.

About twenty minutes later Will looked at me and asked, ‘Are you ready for your massage princess?’

I was annoyed that he was rushing me and I felt somewhat pressured. However I agreed, ‘Yes, OK.’

We went to our bedroom and both undressed. I lay down on my front and he set to work on giving me a massage. After fifteen minutes he completed his ministrations to my back.

‘Would you like to turn over?’

I was fairly relaxed and slowly turned myself over to lie on my back. Will continued with the massage for a while, spending time on my face which was delightfully relaxing. When he moved down my body he only spent a little time massaging my breasts. He worked his way down my left leg and then back up my right.

As he arrived back at my groin he asked, ‘Would you like anything more?’

He was probably thinking about using his fingers on my sex and then having intercourse. And I couldn't be in any doubt about his desire for me - Will had a very hard erection.

The massage had beautifully relaxed me but, unlike Will, it hadn't aroused me. So I decided to see if Will really would do as he had promised.

"As your Princess I get to decide what happens now?' I checked with Will.

"Yes Princess' he replied.

"So if I would like to just have a cuddle and then go to sleep that's ok?"

Kneeling beside me on the bed with his erection easy to see it was clear that it took a bit of effort for him to say "That's fine Princess, I would love a cuddle."

We lay facing each other and embraced. As we usually wore bedclothes the skin on skin contact of the cuddle felt very sensual.

I could also feel Will's erection against me, and Will's whole body felt energized. But instead of thrusting against me and grabbing my breasts Will was lying quietly. He clearly desired sex, but he was cuddling me as if that wasn't about the happen.

'This is different' says Will, who must have also noticed how different this was from what usually happened. I had to agree. I gave him a kiss. He kissed me back.

We kissed some more, the kissing become more intense. Our hands started to roam over each other's back and head, we pulled each other closer, the kissing continued for a long time.

I could feel his eager energy as he kissed me, but he did nothing to make the next step of sex happen, his hands did not try to find more obvious erotic zones or push me on to my back.

After some 20 minutes of passionate kissing I was tired, but not quite sure what happened next, so just went with straightforward option.

'I'm tired, but you want...'

He cut me off, 'We can go to sleep if you want. It's OK, you're my princess.'

I was a little surprised by his immediate acceptance of going to sleep, but it suited me, so I gave him a final kiss and turned over. Will cuddled into me, his erection still very hard and pressing into me.

Will gave me a gentle kiss on the back of my neck. 'I love you' he said. 'Is it OK if I cuddle you like this?`

'It's nice' I replied. As I said this I felt some tension leave his body, he was still hard, but somehow his being let go and relaxed.

Eventually, with Will still cuddling me, I drifted off to sleep.
 
 
I woke up first on Sunday morning after a very refreshing sleep.

As I lay in bed I thought about the last couple of days. Friday had been a nice cuddle. Saturday morning he’d come shopping with me, a pleasant surprise. And then last night's wonderful massage and cuddle.

The one thing missing from all of this was any sex. Will had done a wonderful job of behaving though he had desired me the whole time. Perhaps I should lighten up today and see how things go. I haven’t agreed to more than trying something different for this weekend.

As I was coming to this conclusion Will began to wake up. I turned onto my side to watch as he entered the land of the living.

‘Good morning, sleepy,’ I said.

‘Good morning,’ he replied as he woke up.

‘Did you sleep well?’

‘OK. It took me quite a while to get to sleep.’

‘I think I fell asleep with you still cuddling me.'

‘You did. And I kept cuddling you for a while as you slept.'

I moved closer to him and lay with the front of my body resting against his side. I put my leg across his abdomen. I then used my hand to stroke his chest.

‘What do you fancy doing today?’ I asked.

‘I don’t mind. I’d like to spend it with you’, Will said.

‘We could go for a walk if you like. The weather is meant to be warm. The boys have sports practice after lunch, we could then eat dinner together tonight.’

‘Sounds great.’

As we talked and I stroked his chest I was surprised to suddenly feel his penis against the underside of my thigh. As we had talked he had got an erection and my leg was in the way of it reaching its usual position of resting against his abdomen.

I shouldn’t have been surprised really but I hadn’t consciously linked some intimate time with it being sexually arousing for him.

I moved my hand down over my leg and rested it on his erection.

‘Aah’ exclaimed Will. My touch had sent his mind racing. I smiled at his reaction to just my touch.

'You like me touching your penis?' I asked even though it was a daft question really, but this was a weekend of Devotional Sex.

'Of course I like you touching my desire, the term for a penis because it shows a princess how much she is desired.'

'But won't...'

'I will tell you if things get too intense and I feel at risk of losing control. One of the joys for a knight is that he gets touched a lot more because his princess can stop any time she wants to.'

I decided to take him at his word and touched him again. I watched the smile grow on his face. OK I thought, this could be an easy way to make my husband happy. I let me fingers brush up and down his length and over his balls and I watched in fascination as he enjoyed such a delicate, sensual touch.

I kept this up for ten minutes and, like the kissing last night, he seemed to be content to carry on without moving forward.

However, this needed to end at some point. ‘I’m going to need some breakfast soon. How does this finish if you don't ejaculate?’

‘You can change to doing something different or tell me that's all for now.’ He replied.

I guessed he was hoping for more, something different, but I was still too unsure of how this works. 'That's all then,' I said, and then added, 'Is that OK?'

He chuckled, 'If you want to stop then, yes, that's why a knight gives control to his princess because he will always want more.'

I took my hand away.

'Shall we go and get breakfast?' he asked.
 
 
We left for our walk after a light lunch. We dropped the boys off and had two hours before we needed to pick them up. Luckily we have a large country park not far away so we headed there and parked the car.

We walked slowly around the park, a route we were familiar with. As we set off Will held my hand. I looked at him as he did so.

‘I love you so much. I want to do whatever it takes to make you happy. I want us to be together forever,’ Will declared.

I was a bit choked, but managed to reply, ‘I feel the same.’

‘I’m having a lovely weekend. I hope you are too, but you don’t have to say anything now.’

I thought for a moment as to whether to reply or not. I was having a lovely weekend but didn’t yet know if this experiment was right. I choose to take his offer and not say anything.

We walked on in silence for a bit further. I had no idea whether he took my silence as a positive or a negative, but then I wasn’t sure whether I felt positive or negative myself.

After a while I began to chat about the kids and what they were up to and the views around us. We kept holding hands the whole time. Whatever happened after this weekend I had to admit I was enjoying the greater intimacy.

We arrived back at the car and drove off to pick up the boys. They got in, covered in mud. I do love picking them up after sports.

As we stopped at the house I turned to my lovely little boys, ‘You two both need showers. Leave your footwear in the garage, you can clean that afterwards. Do not touch anything on the way to the shower. Do you understand?’

‘Yes,’ they chorused together with rather too much sarcasm in their voices for my liking. Oh the joys of teenage boys. Still only another year and Christopher will be off to university like their big sister and three years later for John. Then we’ll be empty nesters and no more mud covered children.

I went to the kitchen and started dinner preparations while Will went off and caught up on some bits and pieces in the study. Half an hour later he came into the kitchen and sat with me while I finished the preparations.
 
 
We ate dinner together. When the boys had eaten and left the table I announced, ‘After I’ve cleared up, I’m going to have a bath.’

‘Would you prefer me to clear up?’ Will asked. In the past my having a bath in the evening was often a way I found to relax and get into the mood for sex and he knew this. However I didn’t want things to move on too soon.

‘No, it’s fine, I want to clean the kitchen as I go.’

Will knew better than to stop me doing the cleaning I felt necessary and no one would be able to clean to my desired standard. He gave me a kiss and then helped tidy the table before heading back to the study.

‘Would you like a drink?’ I asked Will a while later. He was still doing some work in the study and I had finished my cleaning.

‘Yes please.’

I went back to the kitchen and made our drinks, then took his to the study.

‘I’m off for my bath, why don’t you come upstairs in an hour,’ I suggested as I put his drink down.

‘Of course my darling., Will answered, his hope for sex now much higher. I went off to run my bath with my drink.

An hour later Will came looking for me. I had already got out of the bath, dried myself and gone to the bedroom. I heard Will check for me in the bathroom and discovering I was not there, came into our bedroom and shut the door behind him. I was lying on the bed naked.

‘What a beautiful view,’ Will said.

‘Why don’t you get undressed as well.’

He quickly stripped off and joined me on the bed. His penis was hardening as we embraced, my hand wrapped around him and he was soon fully hard.

Will let out a long sigh at my touch and we began to explore each others’ bodies with our hands. His hands played with my breasts and nipples exciting me. My hands played with his penis and balls raising his arousal several levels. We kissed passionately.

It only took me a few minutes before I felt the need for him to be inside me.

‘I want you in me,’ I told him and adjusted my position onto my back.

Will needed no further instruction. He moved to between my legs and aimed himself at my opening. He moved forward slowly and slid his erection into my wetness.

I could see his numerous emotions in his eyes, delight, urgency, love, desire. He began to thrust in and out taking his time. He was very hard and yet his movements were softer than usual. He slowly moved and my arousal continued to build and build. He paused his movements, we kissed, and then he began moving again, always slowly.

I was almost over the edge when he paused again. ‘Don’t stop,’ I pleaded with him.

‘Do you want me to cum?’ he asked.

‘Yes, cum, fuck me, make me cum.’

‘Yes princess,’ were the last words I heard for a while as Will pounded into me sending me right off the cliff into a wonderful orgasm.

As soon as my orgasm began so Will’s whole body shook and he emptied himself inside me.

We both took a moment to calm down before Will rolled off of me to lie next to me. We basked in the afterglow of our orgasms.

‘That was amazing. Thank you.' Will said breaking the silence.

‘Exquisite.’